octubre 06, 2010

Nothing left to lose


I was only 19, you were 29
It’s just 10 years, but its such a long time
In a heartbeat, I would do it all again
Late night sex, smokin’ cigarettes
I try real hard but I can’t forget
Now in a heartbeat, I would do it all again

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere
Lost between Elvis and suicide

Ever since the day we died, well
I’ve got nothing left to lose

After Jesus and Rock N Roll
Couldn’t save my immoral soul, well
I’ve got nothing left
I’ve got nothing left to lose

Callin’ out sins just to pass the time
My life goes by in the blink of an eye
I know you want me
I was only lookin’ for a friend
And everything I was
And everything that I’ve become
Just falls into the end and

Now I see that you and me were never meant
Never meant to be now
Now I’m lost somewhere

Hay algo que anda muy mal. Algo suelto, desprolijo e inentendible. Hay olor a mentira y desolación. Hay soledad. Hay hipocresía, mentiras... e inventos de una realidad que no es. Acepto ser responsable. Pero duele tanto tu intento por ocultar lo que pasa, que prefiero seguir en mi mentira dolorosa. Porque aunque sea mentira, puedo confiar en que será así por un tiempo. Será estable.