Sometimes it's so hard to find the correct way to understand the things that are going on. I do believe that it's always a solution, but this time it's difficult to think that. It's like I'm always trying to go on, but something it's keeping me close. And that hurts! I just wanna run and forget the world, forget all about people and their stuff, I just wanna scream aloud, but I know that noone will hear me.